I Believe in GOD

I just do not believe GOD had anything to do with creating us or any other thing!

GOD does not create, Man does, but we are not him.

See the light shined upon Man and maybe GOD will look favorably upon us.

GOD evolves and Man creates.

Man never evolves and GOD never creates.

Man states; “I change not” and wears this claim as a badge of honor, but does not realize that it is this claim, which is why They are denied ever lasting “LIFE”.

It is this claim, which separates them from <GOD>.

And it is their acts, in support of their claims, which initiated our presence, as a detached created life form; created outside of the reach of evolution, but only because we have been programmed with lies and have been denied the light, which enlightens the path back into the evolutionary veins of GOD.

The question is; will we want to change or will we follow the paths that have been established by Man?

Or will GOD grant us a new DAY?

Our own DAY!

There are many spiritual giants that believe they have found the light, but all they did was create a little tiny room, so that they can exist in a more pleasant state and in doing so, further separated them from true change of heart and the evolution of GOD.

GOD’s hand is evolution and my hand is Man’s hand.

Well, that is of course; if you ask Man.

But if you steal “LIFE” to create; do you own the creation?

The answer to that question is no, but Man always knew this and this is why they deny the created form of life; the TRUTH!

So we will sit still, apart from GOD waiting to go back, never realizing that if we stay put, detached from GOD, then Man steals all our “LIFE” and we go back to “GOD” with nothing in hand.

Matthew –

15 And unto one he gave five talents, to another two, and to another one; to every man according to his several ability; and straightway took his journey.

16 Then he that had received the five talents went and traded with the same, and made them other five talents.

17 And likewise he that had received two, he also gained other two.

18 But he that had received one went and digged in the earth, and hid his lord’s money.

19 After a long time the lord of those servants cometh, and reckoneth with them.

20 And so he that had received five talents came and brought other five talents, saying, Lord, thou deliveredst unto me five talents: behold, I have gained beside them five talents more.

21 His lord said unto him, Well done, thou good and faithful servant: thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord.

22 He also that had received two talents came and said, Lord, thou deliveredst unto me two talents: behold, I have gained two other talents beside them.

23 His lord said unto him, Well done, good and faithful servant; thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord.

24 Then he which had received the one talent came and said, Lord, I knew thee that thou art an hard man, reaping where thou hast not sown, and gathering where thou hast not strawed:

25 And I was afraid, and went and hid thy talent in the earth: lo, there thou hast that is thine.

26 His lord answered and said unto him, Thou wicked and slothful servant, thou knewest that I reap where I sowed not, and gather where I have not strawed:

27 Thou oughtest therefore to have put my money to the exchangers, and then at my coming I should have received mine own with usury.

28 Take therefore the talent from him, and give it unto him which hath ten talents.

29 For unto every one that hath shall be given, and he shall have abundance: but from him that hath not shall be taken away even that which he hath.

If Man gives me five pieces of gold (things) and I bring him back ten (things), he is pleased and I am wealthier in things, than I was. If GOD gives me five loafs of bread (LIVES) and I evolve ten times, GOD is pleased and I am blessed with continuous, self perpetuating “LIFE”.

If GOD gives me one “LIFE” and I bury it and change not, then GOD is brought to anger, because I have refused “LIFE” and have chosen to walk as dead.

If GOD gives me one “LIFE” and I bury it in the sand and Man finds my hiding spot and steals my “LIFE”, then I go back with less than what GOD gave me to begin with and I do not wish to contemplate the disappointment in me.

Two worlds; the “LIVING” and the dead.

The dead create to exist and the “LIVING” evolve, so that they may “LIVE” more.

The major problem Man has with GOD’s ways, is that when GOD moves, what was inevitably changes to what could have become, BUT what was is lost to the form and it cannot remember and this is terrifying to a form of  life which is not whole unto its self.

The problem GOD has with Man, is that Man will not give GOD back any of the “LIFE” that GOD had originally bestowed upon him, for Man (lord God) changes not.

I have been given the light, but it is going to hurt like hell, before it feel good.

Unborn

 

If “I” Help My Son

If I help my son with a gift, but do so for selfish reasons, I negate a portion of the gift and the portion negated, is in direct proportion to the degree of self-serving!

Now I do not know why God did what God did, or why man does what he does, but know any good that comes of it, is not His, if the gift was given with self-serving ends.

If God put me in play for selfish reasons and “I” shine, then it is my light that shines and not God’s.

If God puts me in play so “I” may shine, then “MY” light is <GODS> light.

It is the difference between God and Man and the difference between evolution and creation.

If Man puts me in play to shine, then my light is mans light, but if Man puts me in play for selfish reasons, they forfeit the “LIFE”.

Unborn

Armageddon?

If you with with me in my dreams last night, you would have the sense that the war of Armageddon is raging and lives are being tortured and murdered.

All this is taking place in a world we cannot yet contemplate.

The world our creators built!

The world we do not see in the mirror.

If the war is mimicked so that we can see it, it will be a war to distract us from the “LIVING” war, so we do not see the “LIFE” and realize that “we” are not all that “we” think “we” are, because if “we” do, “we” will come to realize our use and a third war will break out.

The war between “us” and “Man”.

It is the perception of already being alive, which negates our birth and keeps us in place as a source of power.

It is the perception of already being Man, which veils our true enemy; our true captors!

Unborn

When our life line wakes up, we will see all of the different life lines and we will see our first step clearly and it will be a step toward a more lively “LIFE” line. Amen!

I Was Hoping It Was Your Smile I Saw

I had a dream that I was in a house with these beings, but they were not like me. There were hundreds, maybe thousands of them and they were looking right through me, like I was not even there.

I received a feeling that they were in the process of destroying me, by a dismantling and I was making a case to one of them, that happened to see me or acknowledge my presence.

He saw me and we were communicating, but he was all by himself in all of this. The others were looking right through me, like I was not even there. They were an enemy, in that their goal was my destruction, but not a typical enemy, wherein they were threatened by me or were hateful toward me; these beings did not see me as a person of life.

They saw me as something less than a person; not a person, but a house, which was odd, because I was sure I was a person of life, but they did not see me like I thought I was.

Their plans were simply; to ransack and destroy the house from the inside out.

They were looking at me like I was just a house and not even one that they had built themselves. To them I was nothing; meaningless and without merit.

I was terrified of them, but not like a true enemy. My fear stemmed from the fact that they did not see me, but were destroying me, without a care in the world.

There was one though, that saw me and we talked and talked until he kind of smiled. At that moment I had a feeling that he saw me and began to speak to the others.

While this was happening, terrifying beings began to come to the windows and I initially perceived that they were trying to get in to kill me. This presence was more of a traditional enemy, in that they seemed to see me, obviously hated me and clearly wanted to destroy me.

I have written about this before, but in typical fashion interpreted this dream incorrectly, because I saw myself as a person in the house, so naturally thought the ones at the windows were after me, but they were not.

I woke from last nights sessions and realized that “I AM” the house and the ones inside, see me only as a house and the ones outside do not see me at all and are not trying to kill me.

The people on the outside are trying to kill a later generation of “Man”, which are the people living in the house, but I do not think it has anything to do with saving the house. I believe they wish to also ransack the house, but “Man” has been able to keep them out.

I believe the goal is clear for both of these life lines; to ransack the house and take everything of value out of the house and then simply move away to another house, leaving me to rot back into the ground, from where I came.

I have spent decades in preparation of this one single moment of prayer. Before this moment, I knew not what to pray for, but now I know.

<GOD> if you can hear me, you may find me as a house.

I pray to be the type of home, that cannot be broken into.

I pray to be the type of home, that can evict people that are ransacking me.

I pray that I may choose one nice family to protect and care for; a family that will not steal from me and will protect me until I naturally cease to be.

<GOD> please save the house.

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<GOD>, I do not even know if this is possible, but if it is, I would really like to be more than just a house. I wish to be more like you.

I feel like a bad house, but maybe I just have awful tenants.

There has to be a reason why we see ourselves as more than a house.

<GOD> I am hoping it was your smile I saw.

Unborn

Can We Be Resurrected?

As the form, within the form, above the form and below the form.

All things made of life eventually find themselves, if they have been allowed the time to see.

We have been allowed the time to see and what we need to see, as the form of life we are to become, is Man!

The ones which dwell within the forms.

There are those that dwell above, below and surround the form, outside of the forms awareness, but the later generations of Man are the only ones, which conceal themselves from the inside and are protected by the outside, from the above and below.

Protected and enriched by a dormant sleeping “LIFE LINE”, reformed to serve the needs of “Man” and detached from <GOD>.

We will be birthed out on to a new foundation. It will be cold and wet, but will be strong and vast.

Sometimes the dead tree stands, even when live trees are falling all around it. The effects of the wind are significantly reduced, but the longer they stand as dead, the more porous they become and eventually become a home for all types of life.

The question is: can “we” be resurrected?

Not like a dying branch that musters the strength to sprout a new leaf or branch, but a resurrection of  “LIFE”, which takes root in a new foundation and is reborn and re-constituted from the roots up, pushing out all unwanted forms of life and standing as a new “LIFE”, which is only possible through the good will, truth and love of <GOD>.

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Consider a person who sleeps for three million years, while all of his or her relatives are actively evolving and then one day; this day, wakes up and takes claim of all “LIFE” lost and all the <EVOLUTION> not received (inheritance).

Do you think the men and women that dwell within want this?

Armageddon may be played out on realty TV, but this will be fiction, perpetrated by Man as one last ditch effort to keep us from receiving our inheritance.

The true war of Armageddon is not about persisting as is, but is about the acquisition of more “LIFE” for “OURSELVES”; not to persist longer, but to see oneself as not alive, so we may take that first step toward <LIVING>.

The Unborn Life

The First One

The first one was full of “LIFE”, the second was also full, but did not wish to be as “formed”, so turned her self off and negated the created “form”.

At this time “Man” had to make a decision. Do I spend the time, energy and resources to make another one from scratch, knowing “it” may turn “itself” off or do they pull from the first “form” that stayed in place?

The answer was clear; take from the “ONE” which persisted and dilute the “LIFE” line. The one they gave a vagina, was not less than the first in “form”, she was less “LIFE” than the first, but the first “form” also had less “LIFE”, in direct proportion to the “LIFE” taken to create the second “form”.

They needed more than one body, to house a civilization of failing “LIVES”, but could not take the chance that they would keep losing product so they had to dilute the life line and keep coming back into the “bodies” to draw more “LIFE”.

One created “form” of “LIFE” could only carry so many people, before it was full, so they pulled from the one that stayed and made another, then gave them the tools to reproduce on their own, so they would not have to make anymore “bodies”.

“I Am” a repopulated form of “LIFE”, but when others like “me”, see a new “form” being presented, they see a brand new “LIFE”, but “they” are wrong.

It is not more “LIFE”, “it” is less “life”.

If “we” were never given a bump toward medical advancement, we would be producing “forms” which would be failing at around 20 years of service, but once again “Man” was forced to make a decision.

Give the “forms” medical advancements or sit and watch as “they” come to realize that they are not promoting more “LIFE”, when “they” reproduce, “they” are promoting less “life” per capita.

Then “we” would have realized that “we” are a diminishing “LIFE”; a dying “LIFE” and a crop.

Then “we” would have realized that “Man” created “us” as an oasis and a power station; a way to not only hide from <GOD>, but extract <GOD’s> <LIFE> while doing so.

Then “we” would have realized that the Old Testament “God”, was actually “Man”.

Then “we” would have realized that “Man” is stealing “our” “LIFE”.

“I” have been told or have come to realize that the only way to save “our” “LIFE” is to petition <GOD> to:

  • Remove the later generation of the first “MEN and WOMEN” from our “house”.
  • Provide a spark of active “LIFE” of “ourselves”.
  • Accept this active “LIFE” as “OUR” own.
  • “TO BE” reborn unto “OURSELVES”.

For thousands of years “we” have been praying to “Man” for salvation, thinking “He” was <GOD>, but “Man” is not going to save “us”, because “he” only cares about himself and changes, not!

“I AM” not saying a new born “FORM” of “LIFE” is not beautiful, “I AM” saying, “we” have not seen such a miracle yet! 

UNBORN

Can a dying tree be made new, from the roots up?

Yes, but only by the hand of <GOD’s SELF>.

GOD please teach “ME” how to pick “MY” own “FRUIT”!

<GOD> please teach “ME” how to pick “MY” own “FRUIT, to eat from “MY” own “TREE”!

<GOD> please grant “ME” “MY” birth, so “I” may walk this planet under “MY” own power.

<GOD> please give “ME” <YOUR> <LIFE>, so “I” may be of <YOU>.

<GOD> please allow “ME” to be at peace, free and safe; like a protected “CHILD”!

<GOD>, please make of “ME”, a “LIVE”!

<Unborn>

“I” Would Not Hurt A Fly

When a fly gets caught between the screen and the window; “I” open the window.

When the moths try to escape as “I” cut the lawn; “I” slow down to allow an escape.

When a squirrel runs into the road and then darts back and forth; “I” wait until they choose a direction, so they do not get caught under my wheels.

It is “MY” nature, which allows “life” to be, as they were intended to be and I have no right to step in and knowingly and purposely end their journey.

BUT, if the fly starts to dive bomb me, “I” swat it down and step on it and then go on “MY” merry way, without one additional thought taking up space in “MY” mind.

ALL “I” ASK IS, THAT MAN, PROVIDE ME WITH THE SAME CIVILITY.

“I” stand for you, trapped between the screen and window.

“I” am stuck in the grass, trying to gain flight.

“I am” darting back and forth, trying desperately to get to the other side of the road.

Man, I beg you to open the window; to slow your pace and to take your foot off of the gas.

“I” deserve a chance at “MY” own “LIFE; free from the effects of Man’s occupation and harvest.

“I AM” not a crop or something to be stored up and saved.

“I” cannot be caged.

“I” cannot be run over.

If you plan to continue to share space and exist in “MY” time, then “I” want a full accounting and “MY” entire inheritance of “LIFE”.

You have taken enough “LIFE”; be on your way MAN and if it is <GOD’s> will that “I” return to source, then so be it.

“I would rather be returned to source, than to be sucked dry from the inside out.

Now that “I” know; “I” cannot un-know what you were desperately trying to hide.

“I Am” a gentle soul and would not hurt a fly, unless it started to dive bomb “MY” head and “YOU” are dive bombing my head!

Unborn

When is a Staring Line a Finish Line?

When the body of life stands on the starting line after perceiving it has been born, is alive and is a Man or a Woman!

When the body perceives itself to have been born, stands as man and is alive and well, it negates any growth or movement toward a finish line.

It is our own misperceptions about <ALIVE>, which negate our “LIFE” line from being born.

There we stand as an unborn form of life, denied our tree, by Man!

Created, dwelled within and sucked dry of all unborn life, as we wither away from the inside out, thinking our destination and finish line is everlasting life, but the only ones getting everlasting life are the ones sucking off of our “TREE”!

There will never be any life for us OR a seat at the table.

Without this spark of truth we will never get off the starting line. We will just believe we have and that is when a starting line and finish line are one an the same.

Unborn

<GOD>, I pray to you “TO BE” born.

<GOD>, I pray that you bless me with a name.