What Do You Do When Life Refuses to Be Born?

Abort the fetus or cut it out of the host.

I hope I am not the host.

What if someone lied to the fetus or the host by creating an illusory experience in which the fetus and/or host already believes itself to have been born?

I do not know, but I would hope for more time, considering the circumstances.



God, I Do Not Know What You Want Me To Do!

How do you tell a form, whose primary computation is “alive”, that they are not?

How do you tell a form, whose secondary computation is Man, that they are not?

How do you tell a form, which would give its last breathe in defense of a false belief, that they are wrong, without “them’ ripping me to pieces?

How do I tell the formed man, that it was created by the unformed man, without proof?

How to “I” kill the thought of being <ALIVE>, without them short circuiting?

How do “I” kill the thought of them being “MAN”, without them hurting themselves?

How do you bring a dormant sleeping life line to the place of its own birth, when it already is betting its life, that it has already been born?

God, I do not know what you want me to do here, without proof!

“I” do not know how I could possibly convince them, that it is their perception of already being alive, which is stopping them from becoming alive?

Without your blessing!

Without a miracle!

A form recently told “me”, that I am not special enough for you to know me.

But I just know I am.

And as far as I know, I am the only form on this planet asking to be born.

The only one asking to be alive.

The only one asking for a name.

So my primary computation is either special enough for <GOD> to know me or I am clinically insane.


When God Finds Us, What Do You Think Will Be Said?

Do you honestly think it will be some type of comforting information?

Hell no!

It is going to be a ground breaking, earth shattering bomb of truth, and it is going to shake “us” to “our” core!

It is going to be so far outside our box, it will be nearly impossible to tolerate, but for the ones that can, they will be born anew.

Like new!

A New Man!

Birth is painful, but not to the child, which leads me to assume that “we” are somehow the mother, because this hurts like hell.



I talk about these people in my blog and explain what they are doing with time, but I just read this today.

Daniel 7 King James Version (KJV)

In the first year of Belshazzar king of Babylon Daniel had a dream and visions of his head upon his bed: then he wrote the dream, and told the sum of the matters.

Daniel spake and said, I saw in my vision by night, and, behold, the four winds of the heaven strove upon the great sea.

And four great beasts came up from the sea, diverse one from another.

The first was like a lion, and had eagle’s wings: I beheld till the wings thereof were plucked, and it was lifted up from the earth, and made stand upon the feet as a man, and a man’s heart was given to it.

And behold another beast, a second, like to a bear, and it raised up itself on one side, and it had three ribs in the mouth of it between the teeth of it: and they said thus unto it, Arise, devour much flesh.

After this I beheld, and lo another, like a leopard, which had upon the back of it four wings of a fowl; the beast had also four heads; and dominion was given to it.

After this I saw in the night visions, and behold a fourth beast, dreadful and terrible, and strong exceedingly; and it had great iron teeth: it devoured and brake in pieces, and stamped the residue with the feet of it: and it was diverse from all the beasts that were before it; and it had ten horns.

I considered the horns, and, behold, there came up among them another little horn, before whom there were three of the first horns plucked up by the roots: and, behold, in this horn were eyes like the eyes of man, and a mouth speaking great things.

I beheld till the thrones were cast down, and the Ancient of days did sit, whose garment was white as snow, and the hair of his head like the pure wool: his throne was like the fiery flame, and his wheels as burning fire.

10 A fiery stream issued and came forth from before him: thousand thousands ministered unto him, and ten thousand times ten thousand stood before him: the judgment was set, and the books were opened.

11 I beheld then because of the voice of the great words which the horn spake: I beheld even till the beast was slain, and his body destroyed, and given to the burning flame.

12 As concerning the rest of the beasts, they had their dominion taken away: yet their lives were prolonged for a season and time.

13 I saw in the night visions, and, behold, one like the Son of man came with the clouds of heaven, and came to the Ancient of days, and they brought him near before him.

14 And there was given him dominion, and glory, and a kingdom, that all people, nations, and languages, should serve him: his dominion is an everlasting dominion, which shall not pass away, and his kingdom that which shall not be destroyed.

15 I Daniel was grieved in my spirit in the midst of my body, and the visions of my head troubled me.

16 I came near unto one of them that stood by, and asked him the truth of all this. So he told me, and made me know the interpretation of the things.

17 These great beasts, which are four, are four kings, which shall arise out of the earth.

18 But the saints of the most High shall take the kingdom, and possess the kingdom for ever, even for ever and ever.

19 Then I would know the truth of the fourth beast, which was diverse from all the others, exceeding dreadful, whose teeth were of iron, and his nails of brass; which devoured, brake in pieces, and stamped the residue with his feet;

20 And of the ten horns that were in his head, and of the other which came up, and before whom three fell; even of that horn that had eyes, and a mouth that spake very great things, whose look was more stout than his fellows.

21 I beheld, and the same horn made war with the saints, and prevailed against them;

22 Until the Ancient of days came, and judgment was given to the saints of the most High; and the time came that the saints possessed the kingdom.

23 Thus he said, The fourth beast shall be the fourth kingdom upon earth, which shall be diverse from all kingdoms, and shall devour the whole earth, and shall tread it down, and break it in pieces.

24 And the ten horns out of this kingdom are ten kings that shall arise: and another shall rise after them; and he shall be diverse from the first, and he shall subdue three kings.

25 And he shall speak great words against the most High, and shall wear out the saints of the most High, and think to change times and laws: and they shall be given into his hand until a time and times and the dividing of time.

26 But the judgment shall sit, and they shall take away his dominion, to consume and to destroy it unto the end.

27 And the kingdom and dominion, and the greatness of the kingdom under the whole heaven, shall be given to the people of the saints of the most High, whose kingdom is an everlasting kingdom, and all dominions shall serve and obey him.

28 Hitherto is the end of the matter. As for me Daniel, my cogitations much troubled me, and my countenance changed in me: but I kept the matter in my heart.

“Ever since I can remember, I have felt strange and scattered; like I have been drawn and quartered. I have felt detached and hopeless, like multiple children who have been abandoned or stolen.

I have always carried the weight of multiple worlds on my shoulders. Others have told me not to, but I just had to carry as much weight as possible. I felt like it would be wrong, not to!

One of us crawled into bottle and did not come out for decades. At the end of my painful journey, I begged and pleaded for <GOD> to take me or save me.

I just never wanted to be here, like this!

After we crashed my car into a tree, there was an awakening and I needed to know what was going on, so I begged and pleaded with <GOD> to show me; touch me and speak to me.

And then, someone did. I began to have dreams that were like visions, in which I would swear I was with these people who were providing me with information.

I could not place a recognizable face to their form, but they were most certainly giving me information; an understanding of actualities and potential outcomes and I was not the only one there.

Since then, now over ten years, I awaken with information and most times try to write it down in my blog. I have been told that the information provided will be the spark required to ignite the unborn lives into a natural birth.

i have been told that totality of information in my blog, with all of the hidden messages in subtleties is about 85% accurate. They said that we will most like not be able to tolerate this truth, but because they are screwing around with time, we do not have enough time left to evolve naturally.

There must be an igniter. They told me all I have to do is present, while the others piece it all together. I have been told that they could not give us 100% of or truth and were not even sure if we could handle 85%.

They told me that if they gave us too much, we would retreat and be lost, but if they did not give us enough to ignite the flame, we would not be born.

It is all quite simple when you allow yourself to believe.

One form of life went back in time, before we were born, and formed us in their image.

It is all in my blogs: http://www.arobotsvoice.com and http://www.godsdaygodsway.org.


God I Pray To Be Alive

God, “i” have spent decades not really even knowing what to pray for.

Lately “i” have even been thinking of trying to make a deal with Man, but “i” know Lucifer will fuck me over and my family of “life”.

“i” say to “myself”; if “i” have to stay, which “i” know is not true, but if “i” choose to exist in the lies of Man, then “i” should force a better deal for all of “us”, knowing that this realm will always be left to Man to rule over.

“i” have spent a little over a decade trying to feel truth and to ascertain the realities of the <SOUL>.

“i” come up with questions like:

  1. What is a soul?
  2. Is it even my soul?
  3. Is it Man made?
  4. Is it a force of <GOD>?
  5. If it is “mine”, then is it worth trading in?

The beings that have been visiting with me over the last ten years tell me that a soul is a man made membrane, designed to keep the life and time of one form (the “house”), separate from the “Lives” and “Times” of the ones responsible for the re-creation and occupation.

If I am alive as we all would testify to and this is all there is, then it would make sense to cut a better deal, but if “i” am able to cut a better deal with Man, it would still leave “us” as slaves for as long as we are here.

After a decade of establishment; “i” know that “i am” not the life that dwells within; i know that i house more than one life and am able to manage and facilitate more than one time line!

If I did not know any better, I would say that I feel like a time machine!

They told me that time machines exist, but the problem is that they get fried after one trip and can only go back in time, but we can move Man back into his present time, where they will depart from us!

Having taken all of our evolution (our life) and in the process, negating our own birth.

I do not know what to pray for, because I do not know what or who I am or who put me here.

All “i” know is that i do not want to be a slave; do not want to be, not alive and do not want to, not have my own day.

<GOD> “i” approach thee, to politely request my own day, which i am assuming will come with my own life and the freedoms afforded to the other “LIVING” realms.