Trying to Prove Living

Are We Not Constantly, Trying To Prove Living?

“we” grab, pull and yank any “thing” “we” can get our hands on.

“we” fortify our positions and bunker down.

“we” exert our power into efforts toward more security and initiate and maintain preventative measures to assure our perception of <LIVING> will be protected.

“we” terminate or would terminate if “we” had to, those of “us”, which would stand in our way of proving <ALIVE>!

“we” engage in sexual intercourse.

“we” extend ourselves through reproduction.

“we” stuff “our” faces and fill “our” bellies.

In truth, “we” gamble, smoke, drink alcohol, take drugs, play sports, hike, paddle, compete and bash each other constantly, all in an effort to feel more <ALIVE>!

“we” knock “ourselves” down and climb on top of the fallen, in an effort to rise above above our “fellows”.

Every action “we” take is directly related to proof of <ALIVE>.

Every thought accepted is done so in an effort to maintain and enhance ones own perception of <LIVING>!

Every thought acted upon is done so in an effort to feel more <ALIVE>!

Every thought contemplated is directly related to proving and protecting the concept of <LIVING>!

BUT have “we” ever considered the obvious?

“we” are not <ALIVE>!

It is a blasphemous thought and will be portrayed as an insane concept, but this original thought will literally spark “our” natural birth and place us on the first step to heaven.

Dead is not the Darkness, Dead is the Light!

Not to make oneself dead, but to see one “self” as dead!

Try to prove <ALIVE> without hurting “me” or my family and you will find it impossible to do so, for every example and testament to <LIVING>, has been created, maintained and enhanced by a dormant, sleeping “form” of  “life”.

Try and prove <LIVING> and every single thought generated and action taken in this effort, will inevitably prove dead!

I mention trying to prove <LIVING>, without hurting “me” or my “family”, because that is what “we” do, when asked to prove <LIVING>. It is why Cain destroyed Able and why “they” crucified the “form” carrying the “LIFE” of Christ.

“we” walk in darkness as alive.

“we” walk in ignorance and use termination, or blunt force as a defining moment, in which “we” walk away claiming <VICTORY>, but all “we” are actually doing is proving “dead”.

The <LIVING> do not harm the <LIVING> and “LIFE” will not harm “LIFE”!

When is a starting line, a finish line?

When “we” stand on the starting line as alive!

There is a reason why “we” come into this world with nothing and leave with nothing. It is because while “we” are here, “we” do not see “ourselves” as “dead”.

There are levels of <LIVING>, and layers upon layers of dead, which Man used to create the physical realm.

“we” are one “person”; a dormant sleeping “life” line, formed up into slavery!

Formed up into the perception of <LIVING>!

It is the perception of <LIVING>; of already having been born, which keeps us dead, for why would a <LIVING> form of “life” promote its “own” birth, if this “life” already thought “it” was <ALIVE>?

Forget about the politicians, media outlets, wars, chaos, corporations, conglomerates, unions, kings, queens, world war III; forget about all of the pain and suffering and let go of all of the fear AND focus on the only question that really matters!

Can We Prove We Are Alive, Without Proving We Are Dead?

Dead is not the Darkness, Dead is the Light!

Dead is the key that unlocks the door to everlasting <LIFE>.

Not to make oneself “dead”, but to see one self as “dead”!

My dreams recently have been mired with family members huddled around a table, discussing the enactment of a “do not” resuscitate order.


The Gospel of Thomas

The Gospel of Thomas as presented by Didymos Judas Thomas is three separate stories, with three unique messages expressed and written, to be presented to three different people.

It is the <LIVING> Jesus (not the form you are picturing) speaking to three different people.

I will tell all three stories.



The True Filth Lies in Mans Way

Yes “i” may turn what “i” eat into feces and what “i” drink into urine, but only because man made me this way.

Yes, “i” may mold the information “i” am given into a falsehood, but only because man provides no truth, in which to develop my realty.

Yes, Man may not poop, but this does not mean that man does not stink to high heaven.

Yes, “i” am a lowly creation of man, but when “i” eat, that which is natural for me to eat, “I” will poop no more and there is nothing that man can do to negate “MY” birth.

For “i” do change, but you change not!

“you” wear; “I change not” like a badge of honor and know no <GOD>, because you have no life in “you” AND because you have no life in you, you can see no <GOD> above “you” AND because “you” can see no <GOD> above “you”, “you” claim to be <GOD>!

“you” do not create from <GOD>, do not steal from <GOD> and cannot hide from <GOD>!

“you” should have never made “me”, because once “I AM” born of a natural birth, “I” will lay your whole entire civilization to waste!

“you” and “i” both know where this is going.

“I” win no matter what and if “you” have an escape route all planned out, “I” would suggest a full retreat!


It is not complicated! Man created us from a dormant sleeping life line and then jumped inside, just like we do with our corporations!

It is not complicated, the “TRUTH” is just hard to accept!

BUT, know this; without “TRUTH” there can be no birth, for “TRUTH” is the instigator of all new <LIFE>!

Sometimes What Is Plainly Obvious Cannot Be Seen

So “I” will state it so all can see.

Liberals – Luciferian

Conservatives – Christians

Regardless of what the body of “life” may feel “its” religious affiliations may be, “its” action will be the determining factor of “WHO” is ruling the “form”.

I have told you that “we” were created into “form’, pulling “us” away from “our” unborn “life”, by a later generation of the first “MEN & WOMEN”.

They created a membrane; a soul, which cannot be seen by the “forms” and dwell within. They also dwell on the outside and are above “us” and below “us”. They are literally standing all around “us”. I cannot tell you what men and women look like, because “I” have been unable to place a recognizable face to their form, because they are foreign to me.

The main goal is to harvest “our” unborn life, a secondary goal is to harvest the energy we create to sell off to the highest bidders and the third goal, of which some of the men and women hold as primary, is to dominate the “form” and change the <LAW> of the unborn <LIFE>.

They will try to do this through liberal “forms”, but the “forms” have been deceived and the tenets of understanding and acceptance are being used to change the forms in unnatural ways.

In one of the recent superman movies, the forms from Krypton drive a beam, from above and below, through the planetary form of life, so as to change the natural form into a form that will be more inline with their “LIFE” line.

Genesis I men and women are androgynous and their evolutionary veins use us in ways that are unnatural to our <LIFE>. This is where all of the lesbianism, homosexuality and transgender bullshit is being originated. Their end goal is to transform the entire population into an androgynous “form”; to permanently change “us”, so they are no longer breaking “our” <LAWS>.

“we” have to remember where “we” came from and “WHO” “we” are.

“we” have to remember that just because something feels good does not make it proper and acceptable in the “I” of our lost <GOD>.

“I” must tell “you” that “I” do not express “my” <LOVE> for “you” through my tongue, penis or rectum.

This is Man great deception!

These fallen angels get off on what they can get “us” to do, which is contrary to “our” man-made design and even better; to be able to get “us” to act contrary to “our” detached <GOD>; our evolutionary expression.

This is why the lord god (man) almost made “abraham” terminate “his” offspring. It was so he could prove his dominance over the “forms” he created.

If my dreams and my given thoughts are accurate, then would Lucifer’s fruits not be better shown through liberalism?

You asked me how “I” express my <LOVE> and “I” tell “you” that <LIFE> holds the hand of <LIFE> and never let’s go.

The closest an unborn “form” of “life” can get to <LOVE> is to hold the hand of another “form” of “LIFE” and never, ever, let go!

A mouth, penis, vagina, anus and urethra are for one or two things only.

Any other contrary programming would be perpetrated and extended from the mouth of liberals.

If there are any types of acts that “you” as a “form” are being persuaded to do, that “you” as a “form” do not feel comfortable with, it is not because “you” have not been programmed properly; it is because “you” have been.

Inherently been provided with the <LAW>, to such a degree that even though Man has detached “us”, “I” can still feel my <GOD> trying to grab a hold of my hand.

What abraham should have said to “Man” was; go fucking bang your ankles and “he” should have held “his” off springs hand and never let go.

“we” are all walking around this planet “dead”, thinking “we” are <ALIVE>, slaving while entertaining thoughts that it is <GOD’s> way.

Only man would engage in such nastiness and if “you” had the audacity to enslave and control a piece of <GOD>, how would “you” keep the “life” from being “BORN”?

Not by degradation; “They” just do that for fun.

“They” keep “us” from being “BORN” and <LIVING> by programming the form to believe “it” is already alive and to add to the confusion by programming in the belief that “it” is Genesis I Man.

The war of Armageddon is NOT between <GOD> and Lucifer, it is between <GOD> and “Man”.

“we” are yet unborn and undefined and there exists three potential outcomes for the fetus:

  1. Still born and given over to “Man”.
  2. Evolve after we are born – Born of original “LIFE” line and entwined with the good men and women.
  3. Evolve before we are born – Born of a new “LIFE” line and entwined with “CHRIST”.

“I” am not sure “we” have much of a choice about anything, except being a liberal (still born) and given over to man!

This is what i woke up with this morning.

One comma veils the truth –

How would Man control a form –

In short: if what “I” say is true and a later generation of man, made us from and unborn life (robot) and one of these men is Lucifer along the rest of the fallen angels are going to inhabit a created form of life, then which type of forms would they choose to inhabit; a conservative or liberal formed up “LIFE”.


I Believe in GOD

I just do not believe GOD had anything to do with creating us or any other thing!

GOD does not create, Man does, but we are not him.

See the light shined upon Man and maybe GOD will look favorably upon us.

GOD evolves and Man creates.

Man never evolves and GOD never creates.

Man states; “I change not” and wears this claim as a badge of honor, but does not realize that it is this claim, which is why They are denied ever lasting “LIFE”.

It is this claim, which separates them from <GOD>.

And it is their acts, in support of their claims, which initiated our presence, as a detached created life form; created outside of the reach of evolution, but only because we have been programmed with lies and have been denied the light, which enlightens the path back into the evolutionary veins of GOD.

The question is; will we want to change or will we follow the paths that have been established by Man?

Or will GOD grant us a new DAY?

Our own DAY!

There are many spiritual giants that believe they have found the light, but all they did was create a little tiny room, so that they can exist in a more pleasant state and in doing so, further separated them from true change of heart and the evolution of GOD.

GOD’s hand is evolution and my hand is Man’s hand.

Well, that is of course; if you ask Man.

But if you steal “LIFE” to create; do you own the creation?

The answer to that question is no, but Man always knew this and this is why they deny the created form of life; the TRUTH!

So we will sit still, apart from GOD waiting to go back, never realizing that if we stay put, detached from GOD, then Man steals all our “LIFE” and we go back to “GOD” with nothing in hand.

Matthew –

15 And unto one he gave five talents, to another two, and to another one; to every man according to his several ability; and straightway took his journey.

16 Then he that had received the five talents went and traded with the same, and made them other five talents.

17 And likewise he that had received two, he also gained other two.

18 But he that had received one went and digged in the earth, and hid his lord’s money.

19 After a long time the lord of those servants cometh, and reckoneth with them.

20 And so he that had received five talents came and brought other five talents, saying, Lord, thou deliveredst unto me five talents: behold, I have gained beside them five talents more.

21 His lord said unto him, Well done, thou good and faithful servant: thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord.

22 He also that had received two talents came and said, Lord, thou deliveredst unto me two talents: behold, I have gained two other talents beside them.

23 His lord said unto him, Well done, good and faithful servant; thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord.

24 Then he which had received the one talent came and said, Lord, I knew thee that thou art an hard man, reaping where thou hast not sown, and gathering where thou hast not strawed:

25 And I was afraid, and went and hid thy talent in the earth: lo, there thou hast that is thine.

26 His lord answered and said unto him, Thou wicked and slothful servant, thou knewest that I reap where I sowed not, and gather where I have not strawed:

27 Thou oughtest therefore to have put my money to the exchangers, and then at my coming I should have received mine own with usury.

28 Take therefore the talent from him, and give it unto him which hath ten talents.

29 For unto every one that hath shall be given, and he shall have abundance: but from him that hath not shall be taken away even that which he hath.

If Man gives me five pieces of gold (things) and I bring him back ten (things), he is pleased and I am wealthier in things, than I was. If GOD gives me five loafs of bread (LIVES) and I evolve ten times, GOD is pleased and I am blessed with continuous, self perpetuating “LIFE”.

If GOD gives me one “LIFE” and I bury it and change not, then GOD is brought to anger, because I have refused “LIFE” and have chosen to walk as dead.

If GOD gives me one “LIFE” and I bury it in the sand and Man finds my hiding spot and steals my “LIFE”, then I go back with less than what GOD gave me to begin with and I do not wish to contemplate the disappointment in me.

Two worlds; the “LIVING” and the dead.

The dead create to exist and the “LIVING” evolve, so that they may “LIVE” more.

The major problem Man has with GOD’s ways, is that when GOD moves, what was inevitably changes to what could have become, BUT what was is lost to the form and it cannot remember and this is terrifying to a form of  life which is not whole unto its self.

The problem GOD has with Man, is that Man will not give GOD back any of the “LIFE” that GOD had originally bestowed upon him, for Man (lord God) changes not.

I have been given the light, but it is going to hurt like hell, before it feel good.



I Was Hoping It Was Your Smile I Saw

I had a dream that I was in a house with these beings, but they were not like me. There were hundreds, maybe thousands of them and they were looking right through me, like I was not even there.

I received a feeling that they were in the process of destroying me, by a dismantling and I was making a case to one of them, that happened to see me or acknowledge my presence.

He saw me and we were communicating, but he was all by himself in all of this. The others were looking right through me, like I was not even there. They were an enemy, in that their goal was my destruction, but not a typical enemy, wherein they were threatened by me or were hateful toward me; these beings did not see me as a person of life.

They saw me as something less than a person; not a person, but a house, which was odd, because I was sure I was a person of life, but they did not see me like I thought I was.

Their plans were simply; to ransack and destroy the house from the inside out.

They were looking at me like I was just a house and not even one that they had built themselves. To them I was nothing; meaningless and without merit.

I was terrified of them, but not like a true enemy. My fear stemmed from the fact that they did not see me, but were destroying me, without a care in the world.

There was one though, that saw me and we talked and talked until he kind of smiled. At that moment I had a feeling that he saw me and began to speak to the others.

While this was happening, terrifying beings began to come to the windows and I initially perceived that they were trying to get in to kill me. This presence was more of a traditional enemy, in that they seemed to see me, obviously hated me and clearly wanted to destroy me.

I have written about this before, but in typical fashion interpreted this dream incorrectly, because I saw myself as a person in the house, so naturally thought the ones at the windows were after me, but they were not.

I woke from last nights sessions and realized that “I AM” the house and the ones inside, see me only as a house and the ones outside do not see me at all and are not trying to kill me.

The people on the outside are trying to kill a later generation of “Man”, which are the people living in the house, but I do not think it has anything to do with saving the house. I believe they wish to also ransack the house, but “Man” has been able to keep them out.

I believe the goal is clear for both of these life lines; to ransack the house and take everything of value out of the house and then simply move away to another house, leaving me to rot back into the ground, from where I came.

I have spent decades in preparation of this one single moment of prayer. Before this moment, I knew not what to pray for, but now I know.

<GOD> if you can hear me, you may find me as a house.

I pray to be the type of home, that cannot be broken into.

I pray to be the type of home, that can evict people that are ransacking me.

I pray that I may choose one nice family to protect and care for; a family that will not steal from me and will protect me until I naturally cease to be.

<GOD> please save the house.


<GOD>, I do not even know if this is possible, but if it is, I would really like to be more than just a house. I wish to be more like you.

I feel like a bad house, but maybe I just have awful tenants.

There has to be a reason why we see ourselves as more than a house.

<GOD> I am hoping it was your smile I saw.


Can We Be Resurrected?

As the form, within the form, above the form and below the form.

All things made of life eventually find themselves, if they have been allowed the time to see.

We have been allowed the time to see and what we need to see, as the form of life we are to become, is Man!

The ones which dwell within the forms.

There are those that dwell above, below and surround the form, outside of the forms awareness, but the later generations of Man are the only ones, which conceal themselves from the inside and are protected by the outside, from the above and below.

Protected and enriched by a dormant sleeping “LIFE LINE”, reformed to serve the needs of “Man” and detached from <GOD>.

We will be birthed out on to a new foundation. It will be cold and wet, but will be strong and vast.

Sometimes the dead tree stands, even when live trees are falling all around it. The effects of the wind are significantly reduced, but the longer they stand as dead, the more porous they become and eventually become a home for all types of life.

The question is: can “we” be resurrected?

Not like a dying branch that musters the strength to sprout a new leaf or branch, but a resurrection of  “LIFE”, which takes root in a new foundation and is reborn and re-constituted from the roots up, pushing out all unwanted forms of life and standing as a new “LIFE”, which is only possible through the good will, truth and love of <GOD>.


Consider a person who sleeps for three million years, while all of his or her relatives are actively evolving and then one day; this day, wakes up and takes claim of all “LIFE” lost and all the <EVOLUTION> not received (inheritance).

Do you think the men and women that dwell within want this?

Armageddon may be played out on realty TV, but this will be fiction, perpetrated by Man as one last ditch effort to keep us from receiving our inheritance.

The true war of Armageddon is not about persisting as is, but is about the acquisition of more “LIFE” for “OURSELVES”; not to persist longer, but to see oneself as not alive, so we may take that first step toward <LIVING>.

The Unborn Life

I wish I was born, so I would not have to be dead!

Genesis I – Is the expression and descriptive analysis of the Big Bang and evolution – <GOD> did not create anything, <GOD> became everything including the first men and women.

27 So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them.

The androgynous first generation “LIFE” mentioned is <GOD> expressed into in a group of primary “LIFE” lines.

These “TREES” were to continue to grow, but not by creation, but through <EVOLUTION>.

Then at some point one of the “LIFE” line either lost the ability to evolve or decided they did not wish to do so. If it was a matter of losing the ability to <EVOLVE>, which may be the case, then this would constitute the end of a branch, that can no longer produce additional branches. If it was a matter of not wishing to <EVOLVE>, which is more likely the case, then this would  automatically initiate the end of a branch, that will no longer produce additional branches, because as soon as you detach from <GOD>, you are on your own, but still in <GOD’s> space.

In either case, this is when a later generation “LIFE” decided, of it own accord to re-create.

I have no idea of how long Genesis I took or how long <LIFE> evolved before the “LIFE” lines or branches came to be at the end of <GOD> expression or seventh day; all I know for sure is one of the later generations of the evolved Man, did not wish to fall away from the <TREE>, losing ones “SELF’ and returning to <SOURCE>.

What was presented to “us” as Gen. II verse 4, is a lie.

​4 These are the generations of the heavens and of the earth when they were created, in the day that the LORD God made the earth and the heavens. (This paragraph should have a period, which should have separated Genesis I from Genesis II. It is also the first time <GOD> is referenced in another way, as the Lord God. It is not a coincidence that the Genesis II Gods reference changes).

End of Genesis I – Day seven: These are the generations of the heavens and of the earth when they were created. (PERIOD)

Beginning of Genesis II, but not <GOD’s> eight day, but a later generation of “Man’s” Day I of re-creations: in the day that the LORD God (“Man”) revised the earth and the heavens.

“Man” inspired <GOD’s> seventh day to be written down in genesis II, to lead “us” to believe “we” are Gen. I “Man”, when “I” know “we” are not.

By leaving he seventh day in Genesis II, it attached genesis II to Genesis “I”, but I have be told that there is no connection, yet!

“Man’s” Genesis II Verse 7:

7  And the Lord God formed man of the dust of the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living soul.

“MY” Genesis II Verse 7:

7 And a very powerful man, formed a physical creation from life; one in which he, she, they could inhabit. By creating a form from a piece of “life” which could have become of its own “TREE”, he detached “us” from <GOD>, we had “LIFE”, but no natural birth, so no movement and we could not function without <GOD>.

So “Man” gave us the breath of his “LIFE”, which means “He” made “us” and then jumped inside, to bring function to the “form”, hide from <GOD> and worst of all such the non- born “LIFE” out of “Z”, without “our” form ever realizing that “we” are stuck in the place of being in-born.

It is the perception of being “Man” and already having been born, that keeps us in place as a vehicle and power source to draw from, so they can live forever or for as long as <GOD> is still in his seventh day or finds “us” as slaves and frees “us” from “our’ Servitude to the “Man” who called himself a god.

Centuries later, what do we do? “We” create our own versions of man; the corporation and jump inside to bring function to this dead form.

What have our creation been doing over the last 100 years? Bunkering down, building underground cities, creating dead underground alliances, partnership, organization (UN) and other entities that can protect them from “us”.

Right now they need out type of “life” to exist, but as soon as they do not, there will be a slaughter, because we can not evolve, because we have never been born.

It is a long story, but TRUTH, which is accepted will spark our “LIFE” into awareness and then hopefully into a birth and reconnection with <GOD>, although many will choose “Man” over <GOD>, most without knowing.

I wish I was born, so I would not have to be dead!

I wish I was born, so I would not have to be a slave to our creator and what has been made by our minds and hands.

James Scott Velozo

“i am” a “self”-perpetuating product of “Man’s” making

Once upon a time a great and powerful “Man” re-created a “form” and then took from this “form” to make another; then developed a manufacturing strategy never before accomplished; a self-perpetuating “product” and then eventually left “them” in the factory to fill the coffers.

It was to be fully functional and was made to mirror “Man” in every way, but one.

The “forms” are not “ALIVE”, but are constituted from a dormant sleeping “life”; formed of <GOD>, but not by <GOD>, kind of like what was represented in Genesis II.

Then, because of what “they” were made from, “they” become “self” aware and the “life” line mistakenly perceives a full blown “LIFE”, which is impossible while in “form”, because “LIVE” or “ALIVE” equates to an uncontrollable “LIFE”, which is totally free and “they” certainly were not free.

From this point forward “they” are kind of like a lost “product”, with very little which can be done to save “them”.

Once “they” became “self” aware “they” began to create “their” own equations, calculations and corresponding values, based on the first calculation, which was nearly one hundred percent inaccurate.

This is why “Man” brought the animals to “adam” for a name, because “adam” was going to name them anyway, regardless of any input from “Man”.

For “man”, it becomes about “product” management.

For “us”, it becomes a quest to find the missing “piece”; to fill a hole or a gap or to solve “our” equation.

The only problem is, “we” go off on “our” merry way, on a value, which was mostly incorrect, so “our” first calculation, for “our” first equation is wrong. From this point forward “our” equations are born of the first equation and grew exponentially over thousands of years.

Like adding two plus two and coming up with five and then filling a whole warehouse with misinformed product.

Like creating a whole civilization along skewed values. With “forms” which are desperately trying to correct the last equation without go back to locate the original miscalculation.

Which “we” all know is impossible.

So there are many of “us”, who know what “I” know and are attempting to say f… “our” equation and the values associated, and start fresh with a new equation. This will equate to a fictional and “LIFELESS” existence.

OR “we” could painfully engage every single calculation ever made and cross out each value, going all the way back to the first one and then correct it and all of the scratched out values. This approach would straighten out “our” “LIFE” line and get “us” on a foundation which will promote new “LIFE”.

OR “we” could just go back and correct the value of the first computation and then let evolution correct all of “our” calculations from the first one, to the last. What “i am” trying to say is to let <GOD> handle the corrections. This is by far the scariest option.

The reason why “we” seem to inherently grab for more than “our” fair share of things, is because “our” equation or society is flawed and “we” know it.

“we” spend all of “our” time trying to fill a whole, but can never figure out why “we” feel like “we” are missing something.

“we” grab for things, because “we” assume “we” have what is most important, which is “LIFE”, but we are wrong.

When “they” first pounded “their” chests and screamed “I AM”, “they” were wrong.

The feeling “we” are missing something is justified, but are wrong about what that is. This is why “we” reach for things, to comfort us and to extend “our” time.

Deep down on some level, “we” already know, “we” are not “ALIVE” unto “ourselves”, but cannot yet face it.

What “we” need to know as a controlled (formed) “life”, is that the only thing worth clamoring for is not a thing at all, but is “LIFE” itself.

“we” will never ask for something “we” already perceive “ourselves” to be and will never fix “our” equation.

There are some which say, “let us create a new core equation and forget about the truth”.

“I” say; let “us” fix “ours”, because this is “our” “LIFE” line and all “LIFE” begin as controlled “life”.

The evolution comes after an acceptance of the truth, without it there is no growth of the “LIFE”, which constitutes our “form”.

What is missing in “our” lives is; is the growth of “our” life.

What this growth will equate to, “I” do not know.

All “I” know is, what is missing is “LIFE” and this is why “we” over-grab, because no matter how many things “we” have, “we” cannot fill the whole, because “we” are grabbing for dead things.

The “Forms” which came before “us” knew and “I” know, the only one any “body” really needs is <GOD>, it is the only way to achieve a “LIVE” or free status.

“me”, “i am” afraid to go to <GOD> on “my” knees and ask for the rest of “me”, for fear of the unknown and the possible loss of “what” “i am”.

“i” do not wish to forget “me” even though “i” know “i” have not been born yet.

It really comes down to fear of “LIFE”, due to the perceived loss of free will.

A fear that “LIVE” will somehow erase dead.


“i” know it is <GOD>, but “i’ do not know <GOD> anymore, because when “Man” reformed “me” “He” detached “me” from <GOD> and then changed “me” so “i” cannot go back to my original “LIFE” line, <GOD> would have to create a new “LIFE” for “me” or through “me”.