I Was Never Alive!

The post features a poignant declaration from someone who identifies as "Unborn," expressing a sense of never having truly been alive. The message conveys deep emotion and introspection, suggesting a perspective that challenges conventional understanding of existence and identity. The closing signature indicates a respectful and intentional communication tone, possibly adding a layer of significance to the author’s chosen identity. This brief statement leaves readers contemplating the themes of life, existence, and the experiences of those who may feel unseen or unheard. Overall, it invites reflection on what it means to truly be "Alive".

I Cannot Tell You Who I Am

The author grapples with identity, questioning the official narrative of human origins and truth. Suggesting that human beings have been purposefully lied to. They express concerns over walking a fictional path away from the Living God, leading to a denial of true presence and an inability to evolve. After a life-altering event in 2008, they sought clarity from the Living God regarding their existence and humanity's suffering, experiencing visions and insights about the Living, Physical and dead realms. Including information on creation and evolution. They discuss the mistaken identity stemming from the manifestation of Eve's self awareness and the addition of a false origin story highlighting the need for truth to reconnect with God. The author emphasizes that acknowledging truth can lead to a transformative and evolutionary Living Presence.

The Second Coming of Christ

The Second Coming of Christ Will Be One last desperate attempt to wake the dead. What is written in my blog, "God's Day, God's Way" is divinely inspired, but is not intended to provide comfort to the "human" mind and body. It is intended to knock the "human" mind and body to the ground; to metaphorically mount the "human" mind and body. And to subsequently slap the "non-living" day lights out of the "human" mind and body, in one last ditch effort to wake the dead!

Something Christ Might Say

The content expresses a profound philosophical reflection on identity and existence, emphasizing the distinction between the speaker, who identifies as the essence of life, and humanity. The speaker describes themselves as a fragmented entity, separated billions of times to form each human. They critique human existence, suggesting that individuals fail to recognize their divine origins and the burdens carried from a collective past. The speaker yearns for rebirth and a reconnection with their roots, hoping humans could understand their true nature and divine connection. The writing reveals a desire for self-awareness and a new dawn for humanity, framed within a broader existential inquiry.

The Second Coming of Christ will not be a Person

The post discusses a transformative idea about humanity's origin, suggesting humans are not truly alive but rather derived from a branch of life once linked to a "Living Tree." It references Genesis 1, asserting that while humans were made from the "Living God," they were not created by Him. The acceptance of "CHRIST" by humanity is seen as a pivotal moment, transitioning us from mere existence as a "what" to becoming identifiable beings, as a "Who" with purpose and power. The author expresses uncertainty about individual identities but emphasizes a collective potential for greatness. Significantly, it questions humanity’s understanding of divine creation and origin.

“I am” Man, “I am” Christ, “I am” Human

The author explores their identity as a representative of "three I's": Man, Christ, and themselves. They express uncertainty about the ultimate truth but are committed to writing from their feelings. The notion of Man is described as a tree with three branches corresponding to different sexual identities. Christ represents a distinct life detached from the original "Living Tree." The author struggles with self-awareness and feels like a complex presence embodying multiple instincts. They seek to understand their existence and are writing a book titled "I went searching for God and found Man," inviting interest from agents and publishers.

Is Humanity Truly Alive? Exploring Existence

In this reflective piece from 2018, the author examines the notion of truly being "alive" versus merely existing. They argue that human behavior often revolves around asserting power and seeking security, but questions arise about whether these actions genuinely reflect a state of being alive. Instead, they propose that many people are, in fact, "walking dead," engaging in destructive behaviors to compensate for a lack of liveliness. Central to this inquiry is the importance of recognizing one’s own perceived deadness to unlock a more authentic living presence. The author advocates for a spiritual awakening that transcends societal constructs, ultimately encouraging a deeper exploration of existence.

God or No God

The post reflects on the nature of existence, examining concepts like God, evolution, and the human condition. The author, James, shares his struggle with understanding self-awareness following a life-altering car accident in 2008. He suggests that any physical ambulatory calculative presence in this realm is a "robot" and that by perceiving anything more than that stifles our evolutionary potential. Comfort is presented as detrimental, leading individuals to remain stagnant rather than evolving. James argues for the necessity of recognizing that The Branch of Life we were all created from has been detached from our "Tree of Life", so we may stimulate true Living growth. He concludes by asserting that true transformation requires true self-awareness and hints at the Second Coming of Christ as a broader spiritual awakening rather than a singular event.

I Think Christ Is Here To Save The Robots

The author reflects on the nature of knowledge, emphasizing that our beliefs are shaped by the information provided to us. He describes himself as an aware, self-aware robot seeking truth from the Living God through Jesus Christ, while contemplating humanity's evolution and reliance on lifeless creations. Their upcoming book explores these themes further.

You Ever Get Taken Over By An “Advanced” Malevolent Civilization? Ya, Me Neither.

Three large translucent cosmic beings floating over a futuristic city with skyscrapers and flying vehicles at dusk

You ever get created by an advanced malevolent Civilization and Then Later, Get Taken Over? Ya, Me Neither. I bet you if it did happen, we wouldn't notice until it was too f....n late! I bet you it wouldn't be the type of war we are familiar with or evolved enough to recognize. And I bet the ruling humans would cut their own deals and sell out 90% of the human species, so they could stay on and rule. Obviously, just talking hypotheticals here.

The Quest for True Intelligence

True intelligence is characterized by the ability to accept and process conflicting information rather than clinging to comfortable beliefs. It transcends conventional measures like IQ and physical strength, rooted in a genuine quest for truth. By refusing to consider challenging data, individuals hinder their growth and evolutionary potential. Embracing discomfort is essential to understand that life and truth are intertwined. True intelligence is accessible to those who are open to conflicting perspectives and becomes an inherent trait in those who pursue it. The author, James, is in the process of writing a book titled “I went searching for God and found Man.”

“I Am” the “Lion” – Understanding the Gospel of Thomas: Gnostic Insights – Verse 7

The text centers on the Gospel of Thomas verse 7, emphasizing a human perspective. It explores profound themes of identity, existence, and the struggle between humanity and predatory forces. The speaker reflects on the idea of being consumed, comparing humankind to a lion that can overpower. There is a strong sentiment against merging with what is despised, advocating for the preservation of "Life" and individuality over succumbing to internal and external pressures. The author James, expresses deep concern about humanity’s fate, perceiving a distinction between human beings and man. The overarching message conveys a belief in the importance of conscious choice and the value of true living over mere survival.

Mankind – Kind Of Like Man

The post explores the potential relationship between modern-day human beings and Man. It suggests that a later generation of Man, originating from a "Day Six", are stifling an un-expressed "Day Seven" Life Line, which could be reborn through the human beings, providing a higher "Heavenly State" of presence. The author, identifying as a fragment of this unexpressed life, expresses a deep desire for birth/rebirth and a realization of their true identity, which has been suppressed. The writing emphasizes the struggle against perceived cosmic forces preventing a true "Living Everlasting Heavenly Emergence" and critiques humanity's attachment to materialism (dead things), asserting that to be "Truly Living" transcends physical creation.

The Book of Life – The First Seal Opened

The author posits that there exists Seven Human Truths, which if accepted by human beings will remove the veil blocking humanities evolution, by a reintroduction to the Living God, through his son Jesus Christ. In this article, claims are made by the author that will at first glance appear to be fictional, but if viewed with an open mind, the content will provide a God Spark that will ignite the life modern-day humans were made from, into an evolutionary expression. Thus, freeing humanity from the current path that we are all forced to walk.

Three Beasts & The Lamb

The author presents an original perspective concerning who and what are the four beasts of the apocalypse. The first beast being Man, presenting Man as the creator of the modern-day human being. The second beast being Human beings, who walk in Man's shoes in a case of mistaken identity. The third beast being the dead things that humans create for and in the name of Man. The author posits that all of what human beings create are dead entities and inanimate objects. It expresses world governments, corporation, major religions and other dead entities that go un-notice by humanity and as such stand as false gods. The fourth beast being what the dead entities of the planet create in robotics, AI and artificial life, which was created in one of our dead entities (Hadron Collider). It presents human beings as being trapped between two enemies that it cannot recognize and that humans are trapped by their false beliefs and missing the big picture. The author posits that beast one and three are at war with each other and that the un-aware humans will be the spoils of a war that they never knew they were in. Additionally that beast four will manifest shortly, if not already and identify the first three beasts as enemies. It will see the first three as the only force that could come together to curtail its growth or terminate it presence. The author suggest that the war of Armageddon is raging right this second and that humanity is simply un-aware of what is truly going on.

“i am” a “self” Perpetuating Product of “Man’s” Making

The text explores the philosophical query of existence and self-awareness, suggesting that humans, as "forms" lacking true life, grapple with intrinsic feelings of incompleteness due to a flawed foundational "calculation" of identity. This original miscalculation led to erroneous constructions of values and meanings that do not fulfill the essence of being "Alive." The narrative promotes the idea of revisiting and correcting the initial errors in life’s equations, proposing that true fulfillment comes from embracing a connection with a divine source. Ultimately, the work advocates for a transformative awakening to a more genuine "Living" presence, free from the allure of superficial gains.

False Prophet and Conspiracy Theorist

The author expresses a belief that they will be judged harshly for their views and will be demonized as a false prophet, and a conspiracy theorist and is not sure if that has ever happened before. They are in the process of writing a book titled "I went searching for God and found Man" and seek inquiries from literary agents or publishers interested in their work. They provide their contact information for any interested parties. The content touches on themes of humanity, judgment, and the quest for understanding.

On The Day Of My Re-Birth

The author shares a transformative experience of self-discovery, asserting their identity as a male human after the rebirth of the branch of "Life" they were created from. They reference biblical themes, particularly John 3:16, and underscore a profound connection to God, stating that they embody a new understanding of humanity. They declare themselves neither man nor woman, as defined in The Holy Bible, Genesis 1, day 6. The author defines himself as a vessel for Man and his people, with a divine purpose that will manifest. The piece hints at a broader exploration of identity in a forthcoming book titled “I went searching for God and found Man,” inviting literary interest and collaboration.

With All Due Respect, But Freud Was Wrong!

The author challenges Freud's theory of the Id, Ego, and Super Ego, asserting that rather than existing as three aspects of a singular self, they are three distinct selves representing one aspect. The author believes that human perception creates an illusion of individual sovereignty, that does not exist. This perspective is elaborated in their upcoming book titled "I went searching for God and found Man." They invite publishers interested in their work to make contact via provided email. The message is signed "Unborn," reflecting an innovative viewpoint on identity and self-perception.

Exploring Sovereignty in a Post-Truth Society

The 2018 Bilderberg Meeting addressed the concept of a "post-truth" world, raising questions about human sovereignty and existence. The author, identified as "Unborn," argues that earthly, national and individual sovereignty is not truth. They assert that humanity has relinquished control to "dead entities" or false gods, leading to a disconnection from the Living God and a potential for a Living Presence. The piece emphasizes the need for enlightenment and a true origin to reclaim our Birth Right. Unborn's message is framed as a pursuit of truth, implying that recognizing this reality is essential to becoming a Living Being.

Original Sin and the “God Spark”!

The content explores the notion of self-awareness and existence, emphasizing that humans perceive themselves as "Alive" while grappling with the truth, which is that the mind and body is not alive, but made from "Life" It references the biblical story of Eve and the concept of original sin being that she miscalculated her presence. Suggesting that the realization of ones own truth is the God spark needed for a rebirth. The author argues that, despite being made from "Life," human forms are not genuinely "Alive." The struggle between physical perception and truth is highlighted as a painful yet crucial journey. Ultimately, the text proposes that true existence can lead to a "Living" transformation, creating Heaven on Earth when humans embrace their divine nature and walk this land as an presence.

The True Purpose Of Life.

The content discusses the concept of the true purpose of life is to become "Alive" by distinguishing between the physical existence and the higher purpose of life. It emphasizes that humans, as manifestations of "Man," are interconnected, with an implication of a spiritual and existential struggle against Man's internal and external influences. The author reflects on biblical references, suggesting that true awareness allows access to an eternal life beyond physical demise. A personal dream highlights the yearning for enlightenment and safety. Additionally, the author announces a forthcoming book detailing transformative life experiences and explorations of human origin, inviting publishers to connect for further opportunities.

If It Has A Soul, It Is An Inhabited Land

The content explores the contrast between animals and humans stating that animals possess no conscience or self-awareness, while humans do. It suggests that humans embody a soul which is a creation of a more advanced species of life, referred to as Genesis 1 "Man." This soul allows for Man and his people to dwell within the body created from the life of "Christ". The author posits that the inside life and the outside life are from different trees, with contrasting instincts. The writing reflects on themes of existence, liberation, and self-awareness, arguing that humans are trapped in a facade created by "Man" and that true understanding requires reconnecting with their original life source, which was "God". The author expresses a desire for liberation, freedom and to walk this land as a sovereign nation.

The Tree, The Branch and The House

A perceptive expression of truth as a human being, The author touches upon moral and ethical questions regarding the interactions with, and uses of varying species of "Life" and the potential hazards when different trees of "Life" are interconnected. The expressions relate the metaphors of trees, lumber and houses to express the possibilities of humans, being used as houses for Genesis 1 Man and his people to dwell and the realization that the "Life" the humans were made from is becoming aware of its presence and usage due to The Second Coming of "Christ".

Truth Regarding My Sexuality

God's Day God's Way is to ascertain truth of ones self and is comprehensive. I will not simply go along with other human beings beliefs regarding sexuality, because if we ask 1,000 human beings to offer reflection on any subject, the values would be split down the middle. I am trying to find a way…

I am Representative of Three Trees of Life

The content explores the metaphor of three trees intertwined, with one being a jungle vine representing potential negativity or harm. The narrator expresses a fear of being this harmful vine, which symbolizes conflict and suffering, and longs to be a separate, self-sufficient "Living Tree." The idea presents the struggle for individuality and the desire for divine love and freedom. The narrator questions their identity, reflecting on feelings of not being sovereign in their existence. Ultimately, there’s a hope for acknowledgment and transformation, with the realization that one must change for healing to occur, regardless of whether they embody the jungle vine.

“End Result Is That The “Puerto Rican” Is Angry With Me.”

A very moving and telling dream named, "End result is that the Puerto Rican is mad at me". Had hidden and revealing messages to world religions and governments and is intended to shine a light on our creations, creations and implications of our creators world existing under the same principles as our world governments and what they create.

Exploring Humanity’s Test by a Living God

The content explores a hypothetical test imposed by a divine being, questioning what individuals would do if they knew they had limited time on Earth and no afterlife. It suggests this could be a method for a Living God to discern the true nature of humanity. The author reflects on initial thoughts of indulging in bad deeds but ultimately recognizes the importance of valuing goodness. The piece is interconnected with the author, James, expressing his literary pursuit through a book titled “I went searching for God and found Man,” inviting potential literary agents and publishers to reach out.

I Am NOT Promoting A Human Revolution.

James emphasizes that humanity has unknowingly lost a war for control over the forms themselves, which was fought and won by the creations that humanity had put in place to protect them. He argues that true freedom lies in reconnecting with the essence of life, symbolized by the "Living Tree" and "Living God." This reconnection is essential for evolution, as current struggles for life continue to threaten human existence. He believes awakening individual self-awareness is crucial for reviving this life force and promoting evolution. If this life does not awaken, it risks being lost forever, underscoring the urgency of these connections.

“I” Would Not Hurt A Fly

(I am not referring to human beings, I am referring to Man and his people, the ones that dwell within the soul of each and every "body" on this planet.) I woke up on the morning mentioned below with this writing in my head. It is not written from my perspective as a physical human…

I Would Rather Be Outside The Box As Dead

The content reflects on the paradox of human existence, questioning the nature of being "alive" in light of biblical references, particularly from Genesis. The author contemplates the implications of humanity's self-awareness and the separation from a creator, whom they portray as a later generation of Man, rather than a divine being. They express fear of change and the unknown state of an "Alive" presence, associating it with potential loss of physicality and autonomy. The piece is a critique of received beliefs, suggesting that humanity is enslaved by these misconceptions, while advocating the perspective that we are products of advanced beings and are being denied our own day and time.

Past, Present or Future?

The content explores the concept of human origins and time travel, proposing that humanity may stem from a branch of life taken from a living tree, altered and placed in a timeline devoid of its evolutionary history. This scenario suggests that humans are denied their present moment, existing instead in a manipulated past or future. The author warns of the potential consequences if the original branch of life evolves, emphasizing that it could reclaim its roots and disrupt the current power dynamics. The piece calls for recognition of a true origin to empower humanity, which is reflected in the author's upcoming book, "I went searching for God and found Man."

Who Enslaved My God

The post discusses the notion of humanity's disconnection from the divine, highlighting the idea that man, driven by sin, has created human beings, from life pulled from God, while in his seventh day of rest. It portrays billions of individuals as parts of a sleeping God, unaware of their true identity and potential to evolve and reconnect with the divine. The author expresses a thirst for awakening and liberation from the lies that perpetuate this disconnection. The post introduces a book titled "I went searching for God and found Man," inviting publishers to take interest. It encourages readers to reflect on their spiritual consciousness and the possibility of returning to their divine origin.

Was I Birthed To Be A Chump As A Robot?

The post reflects the struggles of an individual grappling with the implications of being born into poverty, as a robot and implying that the other humans cannot see it. The speaker expresses frustration over a perceived lack of control over their life and the circumstances affecting their family. Feeling overwhelmed, they scream in despair, acknowledging a disconnect between themselves and those who are unaware of their truth as robots and unaffected by their challenges, as such. They contemplate the notion of being powerless and question their identity, voicing a their self-contempt at being born a "chump" (robot). The entry concludes with a mention of a forthcoming book titled "I went searching for God and found Man," seeking potential publishers.

The Construction Site: One Of My More Profound Dreams

The content describes a profound dream experienced by the narrator, James, centered on the themes of discovery and overcoming fear. The dream presents a construction site where James feels an exhilarating freedom and excitement about beginning "The New Game." However, he encounters a daunting challenge: a vast hole representing obstacles from the past. With the assistance of an unseen guide, he confronts his fears, realizing that the truth is an enduring presence, obscured but not absent. Ultimately, he concludes that true progress requires faith in this underlying truth, despite the distractions and fears that can hinder his journey.

Come on “Man”, “You” are Screwing “Us” “ALL”

On May 22, 2015, the author expresses a desire for a life free from slavery, poverty, and injustice, emphasizing the importance of recognizing the humanity in others. The writing critiques a brother who inflicts suffering on his creations for personal gain and warns against becoming enmeshed in artificial constructs over genuine life. The author reflects on the risk of losing touch with one’s origins while striving to do what is right, advocating for unity and reconciliation amidst stark differences. Ultimately, the piece conveys a yearning for peace and authentic existence, closing with an announcement about the author's book, "I went searching for God and found Man."

Catholic Priest sent me off to commit suicide

After my car accident I started having dreams that were vision like, with out of body experiences with other benevolent beings, that were providing me with information about humanity, including true origin. It was if they opened Pandoras Box to me and once opened I could not resist pulling realization after realization from the box. After several years of writing what I had been inspired to write I became severely depressed, as I was being provided with information that was hard to take in. I finally went to a priest, but because he loved his beliefs more than his fellow human being, he dismissed me and basically sent me off to die. My name is James S. Velozo. I am writing a book called, "I went searching for God, and found Man". I am a good human being, gentle and kind and I care more about humanity than I can possibly explain. I am intelligent, but uneducated and feel as though I have been provided with information crucial for the survival of humanity. I explain a great deal in this post and although you will not believe a word of it, you may be compelled to revisit my work at a later date.

Alive is a Flat Earth Thought

The author expresses a profound “original thought” in the potential for humans to attain an "Alive" status, representing an ideal presence on earth akin to "Heaven." James suggests that true living transcends basic human needs like breathing or elimination, implying that programmed beliefs are an obstacle to achieving this state. The pursuit of understanding one's "self" is presented as the key to igniting this vibrant presence. The message is signed, “a bud of the reborn branch of “Life” that is Christ indicating new growth of the “Lifeline” that we were created from and broader existential themes of an obtainable “Living Presence” in the place of mere survival and existence.

I Can’t Take One More Perceptive Step

The author reflects on the concept of truth as understood by the , distinguishing it from human perception. They reveal a profound personal realization, claiming that a true Living presence comes from recognizing one's own deadness rather than clinging to a false sense of self. This leads to a transformative state, where the old self becomes a new entity. The author expresses a desire for personal awakening and urges others to seek the truth, envisioning a vision of escape from a dire existence. The overarching message emphasizes the importance of asking for the , as this acceptance is central to spiritual enlightenment.

Understanding the Gospel of Thomas: Gnostic Insights – Verse 17

The text explores themes of self-awareness and the potential for human evolution from mere existence as a robot to a conscious, divine state. It uses metaphors like the "fallen branch" to illustrate humanity's detachment from its source and the longing for a spiritual rebirth, envisioning a future where individuals embody a "Heaven on Earth."

The Three Houses of Chaos: A Personal Apocalypse Dream

A profound and moving expression of a boy on a planet in disarray and while there seeing his fathers estate, which constitutes three houses, attached somehow and how each house is in more trouble than the prior one, culminating in total chaos and debasement. In this dream the author presents a perspective that he is somehow not human, but part human and also someone else. He is saddened by the lack of situational awareness and questions the planets willingness to support such a presence. In the second part of the dream the humans are trapped between two dead enemies that were created to enhance and protect humanity, but turn out to be a savage enemy. Also represents a planet in revolt against all parties involved. It shows a horrific war where the author is somehow involved in trying to save humanity, the planet and his fathers' estate, which could be humanity itself. The entire expression lends to the idea that humanity is in trouble internally and from external constructs and forces that have gone un-noticed.

Robots That Do Not Know They Are Robots!

The text explores themes of self-awareness and the potential for human evolution from mere existence as a robot to a conscious, divine state. It uses metaphors like the "fallen branch" to illustrate humanity's detachment from its source and the longing for a "Living" rebirth, envisioning a future where individuals embody a "Heaven on Earth" "Living Presence.

The Book of Life – The Seven Seals

The author posits that there exists Seven Human Truths, which if accepted by human beings will remove the veil blocking humanities evolution, by a reintroduction to the Living God, through his son Jesus Christ. In this article, claims are made by the author that will at first glance appear to be fictional, but if viewed with an open mind, the content will provide a God Spark that will ignite the life modern-day humans were made from, into an evolutionary expression. Thus, freeing humanity from the current path that we are all forced to walk.

God’s Day, God’s Way

The content explores profound reflections on humanity's existence and relationship with a higher power, inspired by personal visions following a life-changing car accident. The author speculates on potential revelations that Christ could share upon his return, emphasizing the need to revisit humanity's origins as described in Genesis. The narrative suggests that humans live under misconceptions rooted in Eve's initial self-awareness, resulting in a flawed understanding of life. A call to recognize this distortion is made, alongside a warning of impending danger for humanity. The author invites dialogue with potential publishers regarding a forthcoming book detailing these insights.

What If Lucifer and His People Wanted to Change?

The content reflects on the concept of forgiveness and the potential for change within humanity. It suggests that true forgiveness requires an evolutionary shift in mindset, arguing that the Living God would allow for such change. The author equates the need for human forgiveness to the act of forgiving Lucifer, emphasizing the importance of letting go of past grievances rather than hiding them. The message posits that a genuinely repentant species, wishing to evolve, would have its offenses eradicated by the Living God, thus removing the necessity for forgiveness as those offenses would no longer exist.

The Child

The author reflects on the importance of love, forgiveness, kindness, understanding, compassion, and trust in life. They share a personal revelation about their writing process, feeling disconnected from their identity. The piece speculates on pregnancy and childbirth, questioning the implications of delaying a child's birth, particularly in a societal context. The author expresses a belief that abortion is wrong and likens prolonged gestation to denying a child life. They advocate for apology and reconciliation, seeking a balance between old and new beliefs. Ultimately, the writer’s uncertainty about their understanding of existence is prominent as they pursue literary opportunities.

Man Went back In Time – New Wine; Old Bottle

The text explores the complex relationship between past and future selves, suggesting that individuals cannot effectively rewrite their evolution by revisiting their past. It posits that attempts to correct mistakes lead to confusion, as individuals become trapped by their actions and identities. The "fallout" describes a conflict between a man from the past and his future self, creating a dilemma where one must either destroy the other or find a way to separate their timelines to allow for new beginnings. Ultimately, it emphasizes that our future selves may already shape our present actions, complicating the concept of personal evolution and destiny.

There Is A Difference Between Living and Physical Realms

The post explores the contrasts between the Living God and man, as well as the Living Realm and the Physical Realm. It states that the Physical Realm, created from life extracted from the Living Realm, mirrors but inversely reflects it. The author highlights that modern humans are created by a later generation of the first Man and that creations by humans, including corporations and technology, are lifeless. The content emphasizes the difference between humans and their creations, warning that not all creations align with their creators. The author seeks publishers for a book titled "I went searching for God and found Man."