because he loved his beliefs more than his fellow human being.
My name is James S. Velozo. I am writing a book called, “I went searching for God, and found Man”.
I am a good human being, gentle and kind and I care more about humanity than I can possibly explain. I am intelligent, but uneducated. I had a very painful childhood and at nine years old had the worst year of my life. I developed a self-esteem that was tragically low. I started drinking alcohol when I was young, then began snorting cocaine with my mother and stepfather and then I got lost in the wilderness.
After decades of self-destructive behavior, which fueled my self-loathing and general contempt for myself, I came to a point where I was begging God to either take me or save me.
On the night I planned to take my life, I crashed my car into a tree. I crawled from the wreckage and landed in a briar bush, lost my shoe and tore up my pants and shirt trying to escape the accident.
I was so disoriented that I walked off in the wrong direction and by the time I figured out where I was, I had walked 3.5 hours away from my home. In total it took me approximately 7 hours to make it home and, in that time, I spoke to God; begged God to tell me, not only why I was an alcoholic, but the truth about why humanity was so messed up; why all the suffering, pain and fear.
He did not answer me that night but felt that I did reach him as I was able to stay clean and sober for 12.5 years. During that time, I excelled in the box that I was originally given to excel in; the white picket fence existence; a career, a business, money, cars and so on.
Shortly after I got sober, I started having dreams, that were not typical dreams and I felt I was with these beings, that were kind of like us, but different. I could see them and hear them but could not see or hear them.
I began to feel as though I was traveling through different timelines or dimensions and was with many different beings from the living realm. They gave me information about our origin, concepts that we need to wrap our heads around and showed me two wars that are raging now, that are beyond the current perceptual abilities of most human beings.
There were others with me. We were in classrooms, and they were trying to communicate with us, but it was like they did not speak human. I’ve also had dreams where I felt like I was with the Living God, Christ and sometimes our creators.
While I was sober for 12.5 years, I went to work two hours early every morning and wrote down what I felt they were trying to tell me, but the information was unlike any belief that human beings currently hold as truth. The information was frightening, extremely troubling, then brought me to a place of anger. Ten or eleven years in, I could see only darkness and became severely depressed and suicidal. I did not tell a soul about my work, because it was so crazy and frightening. I did not want anybody to laugh at me or put me in a psych ward; drug me up and put me to sleep.
I had a plan for killing myself in a very weird and tragic way and felt as though I could go to no human being for assistance, not even any of my AA buddies, because they just wouldn’t understand. So, I went to a priest in my hometown and took a big chance. I told him what happened to me, that I was divinely inspired to write down information that could bring about an evolutionary transformation for all of humanity.
There are beings from other dimensions or realms that are watching this planet very carefully, but when I told him the core truths about human origin he mocked me and even though he knew that I was going to kill myself and how I was going to do it, he looked at me and told me that I am not special enough to have God talk to me directly, then with his body language I knew the meeting was over.
Instead of killing myself, I drank and then soon after drugged and over a three-year period lost every dead thing that I had gained over my 12.5 years of sobriety. I lost everything!
The priest did not like what the <Living God> had told me about our origin; that there is a difference between Man and human. He did not like it when I told him that the humans mentioned in Genesis 2 were created by a later generation of the Men and Women mentioned in Genesis 1, day six. That there are hundreds of thousands of years of the history of day 6 Man missing from between Genesis 1 and Genesis 2 and that information has been withheld from humanity.
In my book I can explain how one comma in the place of a period in Genesis 2, verse 4 changes the perception of human beings and leads them to believe that we are Man, when we are not. One single comma veils the Man responsible for our presence: not a God, simply a more advanced species of life.
I have been pulling realization after realization of “Man made” from Pandora’s Box for seventeen years and after being back and sober for two years, working again on my writings I have come to see the light of the dawn of a new day for humanity.
The lord god from the Old Testament, lucifer, angels, fallen angels are all men and women; a later generation of Genesis 1, day six creation. We are existing in an unexpressed Living Day Seven (the sabbath day) and day 6 man is squatting in day seven keeping God asleep.
I also know the truth about the soul and could explain it to any human that would allow me to do so. Man (his people) dwell within; they are our creator, occupier and dinner guest. What they are doing to the humans, by keeping the Life that we were created from asleep, equates to keeping a baby in utero for an eternity, by keeping God’s Seventh Day from expressing.
Our duality is easily explained. The branch of Life taken to create the first human was taken from Day Seven and even though the Life is being stifled and the Living birth is being denied, we still have our own instinct. We are inhabited by another species of Life, so we are in conflict as our instincts collide; two different lives, two different species and two different instincts. Animals are easy to explain, no soul; one life, one species, one instinct, no problems.
Man has denied human beings their own day; by denying them a true origin and we have been walking in Man’s shoes for thousands of years, as a result. This is one war that is raging right now, and I can no longer keep the weight of this information to myself.
The other war is with our creations (false god’s) that we have lost control of, which are all dead things or entities; every kingdom, empire, government, dictatorship is in essence a dead entity with a primary objective of survival at all costs, power and growth.
We give humans to these forces that bring them to life, just like our version of man, which is the corporation; with a primary object which is similar to the governments as they strive to survive at all cost, reach for increased market share and control over our governments and make dead things that humans are programmed to believe they cannot live without.
The New World Order, which is now being coded in as the New Global Economy, is the other war. It has to do with officially handing over control of the planet to the dead and as we bow down, the dead become our false god’s.
All major religions fall within the same dead parameters, as the <Living God> is telling me that a human being does not need the church to speak to God and does not want us on our knees, because we were made from a branch of Life from the <Living God>.
The living realms tell me that handing the planet over to the dead will not be allowed and the planet feels the same way, which is expressed in horrific detail in my dreams.
Since I have been bringing all of God’s work together into one expression in my book, my dreams are wild again. I am in other dimensions, with people that are vaguely familiar. Lucifer and his people are tormenting me in my dreams, they are the demons, and they purposefully confuse me and try to punk me out; it’s what they get off on.
My dreams are very apocalyptic now and I fear that humanity is caught between two wars that they cannot see and there is not much time left. I am trying to level the playing field.
In essence, Man thinks he’s God and we think we are Man, but we are both wrong. I am being told that when human beings walk in their own shoes, they will be given an evolutionary gift of a livelier existence and possibly an <Alive> status, for not only are we not Man, but we are not alive. This is the physical realm, not the living realm and we are simply made from life; made from the life of a branch pulled from a <Living Tree>.
From my understanding, it is the human’s perception of being alive, which denies the humans an <Alive> status, for why would any formed life ever ask to be <Alive> if it already thought it was? It has to do with Eve becoming self-aware and self-awareness is a claim on <Alive>.
My work is going to seem dark, but that is only because Man has inverted our reality and turned us around. All I am doing is shining a light on the <Living God>, simply the <Source> of all life, but this God does not create in the physical, this God is from the Living realms, moves through evolution and offers more life, when more <Life> is deserved.
The priest I met with is drunk on false beliefs and will defend his beliefs unto his demise. He told me that I am not special enough to have the <Living God> speak to me directly, but he was wrong.
I am special enough and I know more about what is happening on this planet than he will ever allow himself to know. At the time that we met I was planning to walk off into a snowy field in a wooded area, lay on my back and open both juggler veins and just give the Life back to God. That is how difficult it has been over the last seventeen years holding on to information that was given to me that I simply could not express to other humans like me.
The <Living God’s> truth hurts like hell, but at the bottom of Pandora’s Box I found the light; the dawn of a new day for humanity and the awakening of the God expressed in Day seven of the Holy Bible.
Dust to dust is a lie told by a Man and the Life that we were made from does not have to go. This is the open window of the burning building I see in my dreams. To become <Alive> as we stand; to become <Heaven> as we walk this planet, because <Heaven> is to be <Alive> unto ourselves and to be free from our creator, occupier and dinner guest.
I cannot prove any of this as it is all perception but feel very strongly that human beings are being taken advantage of in ways that are horrific and that we are stuck between two wars we cannot yet see. All I am trying to do is level the playing field.
I am special enough to know what’s going on and so are you.
You just must want to know what is truly going on behind the veils of secrecy.
My book expresses my physical story, what happened to me, my car accident, dreams and the information I received over the last seventeen years.
It is not a call to a revolution it is a call to an evolutionary way out of the mess that we are in.
With Respect & Great Intent
James – A Bud of The Reborn Branch of Life That Is Christ
Any publishers interested please contact me at [email protected].
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