To be alive or to walk this land as dead – that is the Question.

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Context

Early in the year of 2025 I began the process of compiling, organizing, summarizing and prioritizing all of my divinely inspired writings since my car accident in April of 2008.

Since then I have been under attack by evil forces, prompted by the man named Lucifer, his closest companions, the earthly dead constructs that he controls and the human beings that have given their Life to these dead forces.

Since January the offensive has grown in intensity to a point where I am feeling as though I may not be able to rise above the dead. They are on me constantly, in my dreams in which they always confuse me, frighten me, take my phone and get me to run away or punk me out.

I feel their presence all around me like some type of negative forcefield above me, below me, all around me and somehow within me.

The Attacks

Up and above what has been happening around me and in my physical place of residence I am getting drawn in to sexual desires that are demonic in nature. They pain me to no end. They attack me while I am actively working on my writings for www.godsdaygodsway.org and many times I feel the desire to watch porn videos, which is outside my comfort zone of behavior that “I i I” want to engage in.

When I fail and submit to these forces it takes me away from my heavenly pursuits and defiles my work, tainting all that I am trying to do for humanity and ends with me abusing my body like some kind of 12 year old.

The Terraformation

I have mentioned that our planet is being terraformed by internal and external forces that are using the human beings themselves to defile (pollute) mother Earth and by removing (stealing) all of her natural wealth through drilling and mining.

I have also mentioned in my work that the human beings themselves are being terraformed, “trans”-formed and degendered through internal attacks against their natural sexuality and external attacks through false programming that is being used against any human beings that do not go along with the human terraformation.

The unwitting, unknowing and unevolved human beings are mocking, shaming and making human beings feel guilty for speaking out against this transformation, defending the “all inclusive movement”, which in truth is the “just go along for the ride movement”, never realizing that they ARE the ride.

These flat earth, prehistoric beliefs force all of humanity to stand upon the given (programmed) foundation, which is that those human beings were always like that and were simply lying to themselves (closet). Which is a false belief; a lie!

What Happened To Me

As mentioned the attacks have gotten increasingly more disgusting since I began my work in January 2025. I give in every now and again and on three occasions while I was on my bed naked and masturbating I got taken over by evil forces.

I could sense others in my room and all around me, mocking and persuading me to give in to them and I could not help myself. My fantasies turned into having sex with the evil one and his people as they laughed and defiled my presence. My body got taken over and my mouth opened and my throat started making this weird clicking noise as a began to gag and cough.

If “I i I” wasn’t programmed to think otherwise, I’d say I had the evil one in my mouth and he was gagging me with it.

I talked to a couple of gay friends of mine and they agreed that this was not normal and has nothing to do with “Who” I truly am AND if it is representative of “Who” I am then I will most assuredly open both jugular veins in protest to whoever or what ever created me.

What They Want From Me, Is What They Want From “I i I” – The Father, Son & The Holy Spirit.

They want me on my knees naked, defiling and degrading my presence with 3 male human beings, one after the other. They want all the bells and whistles that come along with it too, the sounds, the moaning like a whore and especially want me to choke on the seed of three males. They want to defile The Holy Trinity 3 times in succession.

Then they want me on my hands and knees with one male human being in my ass and one in my mouth. The most important thing to them is that I take the seed of 2 males simultaneously. They want to degrade The Holy Trinity 2 times at once.

Then they want me on my back like a female and to take in the seed of 1 male, but again they want all the bells and whistles and they want to stand around watching me defile the heavenly Body of Life that “I i I” somehow have come to represent. They want to destroy The Holy Trinity 1 final time before they go.

If Any Human Beings Read The Expression of “I i I”

You will calculate all types of conclusions, based solely upon information that you have accepted in your time here. You will spit out these conclusions as if you developed the thoughts and concepts used to determine the truth of what was just expressed and will defend your conclusion with your life.

I am not sure as a human being if I can be any more truthful than I have tried to be, so to that end believe me when I tell you that “I i I” was NOT Bi or Gay in elementary, middle or high school. So when you reach for the programming you currently hold as “dear” to your heart, know this; I was not in the closet or denying “Who” I truly was in those years. The only time I ever looked at a boys genitals in the shower was because he was bigger than I was and I was jealous. I never once thought about having that boy inside me.

Without Proof of Modern Day Human Origin

How do I know who or what I am, how I came to be, why I am truly here and to what ends do truly I serve. All I can do is lay claim, that “I am who I say I am” OR “what I believe, is my Truth”. Which is exactly what a unaware, self-aware robot would say.

I don’t know about you, but I cannot take one more perceptive step on this planet, because after 17 years of writing what I was divinely inspired to write; I perceive that I am no body and will leave this planet as a “Never Was”, regardless of my primitive perceptions of self, based solely on what I have been given to know.

Which is nothing but lies, mixed with a spattering of truth, designed specifically to virus the physical presence that I am AND more importantly to smother the Evolution of the Branch of Life that I was created from. In essence keeping that Branch of Life from being Re-born. To prevent the branch that is Christ from growing new roots to become it’s own Living Tree in this future time.

Humanity Is Being Deceived by A Malevolent Creator

We are not who we think we are and are being denied our own day, thus bypassing our presence in it’s entirety.

I do not want to walk this land in “poverty” and more importantly do not want to be that “poverty”.

I cannot say for certain who or what they are, but we were most assuredly set in place to serve them. They hide behind the veil that is our programming creates, which have been given to us and promoted as Truth by a creative presence that gets off on what kind of “Fucked up” shit they can get us to do.

For Me To Act Upon The Sexual Desires, that 90% of the Human Population Will Simply Perceive That is Just “Who I am”, I will need to be Face to Face with a Benevolent Divine Presence, which tells me that is just “Who I am” and it’s ok to be “Who I am”.

The difference between a Benevolent God and a malevolent presence?

One will want you on your knees, just like they want me on my knees, hands and knees and on my back.

The Holy Trinity is Under Attack – Our creator is trying to Kill God and Stop the Second Coming of Christ, which is my inspiration for this Truthful expression of “my selves”.

With Respect & Great Intent

James – A Bud of The Reborn Branch of Life That Is Christ

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• A Builders Story; A Creators Dilemma
• What If Lucifer and His People Wanted to Change?
• If It Has A Soul, It Is An Inhabited Land
• Christ vs. Anti-Christ – Modern Day Human Truth
• A True Living Day

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