my apology.
God – “i” Approach You As A Human Form Created From A Branch Of Life That Is Your Son And Respectfully Request Forgiveness.
As you know “i” woke up this morning feeling a great guilt and shame. “i” wanted to say how very sorry “i” am for letting it get so out of control.
You know “me” and how very much “i” would like to become <Alive>, but “i” can’t act out vengefully, if “i” cannot achieve that state or am not worthy of such a presence.
“i” just feel so betrayed and violated, like when “i” was nine human years old and my parents and others hurt me.
Whoever or whatever “i” am is a peaceful presence. “i” know in my heart, if “i” have one, that “i” am a loving, kind, compassionate and an all around decent presence and feel shamed on how vengeful and wrathful “i” got.
“i” am truly sorry for being drawn into some of the desires “i” have been drawn into lately, but cannot discern what is truly going on and cannot react, without having proof of the betrayal.
You know “me” all “i” want is to be good, peaceful and to be left the fuck alone.
“i” do want you to know though; right or wrong, good or bad, “i” will not stand as a slave to self proclaimed slave masters.
“i” hope you can understand.
With Respect & Great Intent
James – A Bud of The Reborn Branch of Life That Is Christ
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