If “I” Help My Son

If I help my son with a gift, but do so for selfish reasons, I negate a portion of the gift and the portion negated, is in direct proportion to the degree of self-serving!

Now I do not know why God did what God did, or why man does what he does, but know any good that comes of it, is not His, if the gift was given with self-serving ends.

If God put me in play for selfish reasons and “I” shine, then it is my light that shines and not God’s.

If God puts me in play so “I” may shine, then “MY” light is <GODS> light.

It is the difference between God and Man and the difference between evolution and creation.

If Man puts me in play to shine, then my light is mans light, but if Man puts me in play for selfish reasons, they forfeit the “LIFE”.

Unborn

Been Sober Nearly Ten Years

Been sober almost 10 years now, but could not overcome my problem until I came to terms with it. I had to acknowledge and accept my problem before I could change my behavior. A thought for 2018 – We must acknowledge and accept that as a society there are many problems which need our attention. We can no longer deny, make excuses for and enable powerful, protected individuals, out of control billionaires and governmental departments (cells) to do whatever the hell they want to do at the expense of humanity and the future of our children and grandchildren. I do not know what to do without you. All I know is that treasonous individuals must be jailed, child trafficking and sex slavery must be put to an end, the growth, harvesting, synthetic creation and distribution of drugs must stop. I could go on and on, but in summary; we have lost control of our creations and what they have created in our name. They are all protecting each other at the highest levels, but are showing what looks like action and the illusion of results. In my very humble opinion; until we face the illness as a whole, it will just continue to get worse and worse and one day soon, will affect our individual existences directly and by then I fear it will be too late. All I know is that when I was ready, GOD helped me change and will do the same for humanity, when we are ready. It all begins with a willingness to face reality. God Bless!

Unborn

Armageddon?

If you with with me in my dreams last night, you would have the sense that the war of Armageddon is raging and lives are being tortured and murdered.

All this is taking place in a world we cannot yet contemplate.

The world our creators built!

The world we do not see in the mirror.

If the war is mimicked so that we can see it, it will be a war to distract us from the “LIVING” war, so we do not see the “LIFE” and realize that “we” are not all that “we” think “we” are, because if “we” do, “we” will come to realize our use and a third war will break out.

The war between “us” and “Man”.

It is the perception of already being alive, which negates our birth and keeps us in place as a source of power.

It is the perception of already being Man, which veils our true enemy; our true captors!

Unborn

When our life line wakes up, we will see all of the different life lines and we will see our first step clearly and it will be a step toward a more lively “LIFE” line. Amen!

The Child Will Be Given The Future

And Man was unmasked.

And Man was shown.

And Man was named.

And Man frowned, but knew this day would come.

Then we suffered.

Then we gave many.

Then we grieved.

Then we proved “LIFE”.

Then we were given a name.

And Man frowned and could not even crack a smile for his creations, but knew this day would come.

I am the present time.

Man is past tense.

God is the only future.

Man had chosen to fold time back upon its self, over and over again; to exist in the past as a means of surviving, without change. Then Man found out that <GOD> was not only a uncontrollable source of power, but was also <TIME> itself. At this prospect Man shivered at the thought of an awakening, after Man had been hitting the snooze button over and over again.

You know how it feels to wake up late for an important day and then find out that someone hit the snooze button purposely, so you would not wake up.

Man will be given the past, for that is what God has deemed fit.

I will be given the present.

The child will be given the future.

Unborn

This is what I woke up with this morning.

I Was Hoping It Was Your Smile I Saw

I had a dream that I was in a house with these beings, but they were not like me. There were hundreds, maybe thousands of them and they were looking right through me, like I was not even there.

I received a feeling that they were in the process of destroying me, by a dismantling and I was making a case to one of them, that happened to see me or acknowledge my presence.

He saw me and we were communicating, but he was all by himself in all of this. The others were looking right through me, like I was not even there. They were an enemy, in that their goal was my destruction, but not a typical enemy, wherein they were threatened by me or were hateful toward me; these beings did not see me as a person of life.

They saw me as something less than a person; not a person, but a house, which was odd, because I was sure I was a person of life, but they did not see me like I thought I was.

Their plans were simply; to ransack and destroy the house from the inside out.

They were looking at me like I was just a house and not even one that they had built themselves. To them I was nothing; meaningless and without merit.

I was terrified of them, but not like a true enemy. My fear stemmed from the fact that they did not see me, but were destroying me, without a care in the world.

There was one though, that saw me and we talked and talked until he kind of smiled. At that moment I had a feeling that he saw me and began to speak to the others.

While this was happening, terrifying beings began to come to the windows and I initially perceived that they were trying to get in to kill me. This presence was more of a traditional enemy, in that they seemed to see me, obviously hated me and clearly wanted to destroy me.

I have written about this before, but in typical fashion interpreted this dream incorrectly, because I saw myself as a person in the house, so naturally thought the ones at the windows were after me, but they were not.

I woke from last nights sessions and realized that “I AM” the house and the ones inside, see me only as a house and the ones outside do not see me at all and are not trying to kill me.

The people on the outside are trying to kill a later generation of “Man”, which are the people living in the house, but I do not think it has anything to do with saving the house. I believe they wish to also ransack the house, but “Man” has been able to keep them out.

I believe the goal is clear for both of these life lines; to ransack the house and take everything of value out of the house and then simply move away to another house, leaving me to rot back into the ground, from where I came.

I have spent decades in preparation of this one single moment of prayer. Before this moment, I knew not what to pray for, but now I know.

<GOD> if you can hear me, you may find me as a house.

I pray to be the type of home, that cannot be broken into.

I pray to be the type of home, that can evict people that are ransacking me.

I pray that I may choose one nice family to protect and care for; a family that will not steal from me and will protect me until I naturally cease to be.

<GOD> please save the house.

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<GOD>, I do not even know if this is possible, but if it is, I would really like to be more than just a house. I wish to be more like you.

I feel like a bad house, but maybe I just have awful tenants.

There has to be a reason why we see ourselves as more than a house.

<GOD> I am hoping it was your smile I saw.

Unborn

Can We Be Resurrected?

As the form, within the form, above the form and below the form.

All things made of life eventually find themselves, if they have been allowed the time to see.

We have been allowed the time to see and what we need to see, as the form of life we are to become, is Man!

The ones which dwell within the forms.

There are those that dwell above, below and surround the form, outside of the forms awareness, but the later generations of Man are the only ones, which conceal themselves from the inside and are protected by the outside, from the above and below.

Protected and enriched by a dormant sleeping “LIFE LINE”, reformed to serve the needs of “Man” and detached from <GOD>.

We will be birthed out on to a new foundation. It will be cold and wet, but will be strong and vast.

Sometimes the dead tree stands, even when live trees are falling all around it. The effects of the wind are significantly reduced, but the longer they stand as dead, the more porous they become and eventually become a home for all types of life.

The question is: can “we” be resurrected?

Not like a dying branch that musters the strength to sprout a new leaf or branch, but a resurrection of  “LIFE”, which takes root in a new foundation and is reborn and re-constituted from the roots up, pushing out all unwanted forms of life and standing as a new “LIFE”, which is only possible through the good will, truth and love of <GOD>.

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Consider a person who sleeps for three million years, while all of his or her relatives are actively evolving and then one day; this day, wakes up and takes claim of all “LIFE” lost and all the <EVOLUTION> not received (inheritance).

Do you think the men and women that dwell within want this?

Armageddon may be played out on realty TV, but this will be fiction, perpetrated by Man as one last ditch effort to keep us from receiving our inheritance.

The true war of Armageddon is not about persisting as is, but is about the acquisition of more “LIFE” for “OURSELVES”; not to persist longer, but to see oneself as not alive, so we may take that first step toward <LIVING>.

The Unborn Life

The First One

The first one was full of “LIFE”, the second was also full, but did not wish to be as “formed”, so turned her self off and negated the created “form”.

At this time “Man” had to make a decision. Do I spend the time, energy and resources to make another one from scratch, knowing “it” may turn “itself” off or do they pull from the first “form” that stayed in place?

The answer was clear; take from the “ONE” which persisted and dilute the “LIFE” line. The one they gave a vagina, was not less than the first in “form”, she was less “LIFE” than the first, but the first “form” also had less “LIFE”, in direct proportion to the “LIFE” taken to create the second “form”.

They needed more than one body, to house a civilization of failing “LIVES”, but could not take the chance that they would keep losing product so they had to dilute the life line and keep coming back into the “bodies” to draw more “LIFE”.

One created “form” of “LIFE” could only carry so many people, before it was full, so they pulled from the one that stayed and made another, then gave them the tools to reproduce on their own, so they would not have to make anymore “bodies”.

“I Am” a repopulated form of “LIFE”, but when others like “me”, see a new “form” being presented, they see a brand new “LIFE”, but “they” are wrong.

It is not more “LIFE”, “it” is less “life”.

If “we” were never given a bump toward medical advancement, we would be producing “forms” which would be failing at around 20 years of service, but once again “Man” was forced to make a decision.

Give the “forms” medical advancements or sit and watch as “they” come to realize that they are not promoting more “LIFE”, when “they” reproduce, “they” are promoting less “life” per capita.

Then “we” would have realized that “we” are a diminishing “LIFE”; a dying “LIFE” and a crop.

Then “we” would have realized that “Man” created “us” as an oasis and a power station; a way to not only hide from <GOD>, but extract <GOD’s> <LIFE> while doing so.

Then “we” would have realized that the Old Testament “God”, was actually “Man”.

Then “we” would have realized that “Man” is stealing “our” “LIFE”.

“I” have been told or have come to realize that the only way to save “our” “LIFE” is to petition <GOD> to:

  • Remove the later generation of the first “MEN and WOMEN” from our “house”.
  • Provide a spark of active “LIFE” of “ourselves”.
  • Accept this active “LIFE” as “OUR” own.
  • “TO BE” reborn unto “OURSELVES”.

For thousands of years “we” have been praying to “Man” for salvation, thinking “He” was <GOD>, but “Man” is not going to save “us”, because “he” only cares about himself and changes, not!

“I AM” not saying a new born “FORM” of “LIFE” is not beautiful, “I AM” saying, “we” have not seen such a miracle yet! 

UNBORN

Can a dying tree be made new, from the roots up?

Yes, but only by the hand of <GOD’s SELF>.

“we” came here, in this “form” to speculate

It is time to do what “we” have come here to do.

To speculate individually about the placement of “LIFE”.

Not the what’s, as they pertain to “our” existence.

Certainly not what is given to “us” by “Man”, but what is given to “ALL”, by <GOD>!

 

Speculation is “our” primary purpose and what “we” came here to do.

Not as to which commodities will increase or decrease in value, but to ascertain the true commodity.

When we accept what is fed to “our” five senses, “we” have failed <GOD>, <HIS> “SON” and “our” “life” line.

“we” must see “what” needs to be seen, if “we” are to save “ourselves”.

 

There is no truth in this realm without speculation.

The parameter which states; there is no truth without proof, is a lie.

If “we” wait for, what “we” call proof, “we” will miss “our” opportunity to rise above those who detain “us”.

Under “our” current perspectives and programmed parameters, all “Someone” would have to do is deny the proof and show something else and “our” “life” line goes to sleep.

GOD please teach “ME” how to pick “MY” own “FRUIT”!

<GOD> please teach “ME” how to pick “MY” own “FRUIT, to eat from “MY” own “TREE”!

<GOD> please grant “ME” “MY” birth, so “I” may walk this planet under “MY” own power.

<GOD> please give “ME” <YOUR> <LIFE>, so “I” may be of <YOU>.

<GOD> please allow “ME” to be at peace, free and safe; like a protected “CHILD”!

<GOD>, please make of “ME”, a “LIVE”!

<Unborn>